
Chogyam
Trungpapa:
Cutting
Through Spiritual Materialism
&
At
one time I believed we ought to be masters of our own destiny. I worked hard to
be independent and grew accomplished wherever I put my attention. I was
naturally proud of what I’d done with what I had been given. I bluffed my way into the big game with a hand
holding a pair of deuces as though they were four aces. I look back on it now
with a great measure of gratitude that my bluff was called… gratitude that I
never climbed so high that I lost perspective on who I was so much that, when
all my efforts failed, I hadn't far to go to hit bottom. On the journey down,
however, most of my ego-centered delusions were stripped so that, in a moment
of clarity, I looked within to find the Heart of Compassion shining through.
From there I hungered for more… the addiction of the heart. Since then my soul’s
desire is to swim in the ocean of grace that I once merely sailed over. The
process of uncovering, discovering, recovering and seeing clearing the Spirit
that saves me, isn't as difficult as I make it. It is amazing how sitting a few
minutes each morning and breathing, opens up channels of grace unknown. That is
how I start my day and my day goes well as a co-creator, with compassion I am propelled (rather than compelled) by, if I stay within the realm of the spirit of grace.
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