Monday, August 5,
2013:

Training the
Mind;
The Main
Practice,
Chogyam
Trungpa
&
It isn’t so very
difficult to be mindful but, thwarted by self-centered motives, mindfulness
slips through my fingers like cupping water to drink. It is there one minute
and, if I try to hold on to it, my hands will be empty before I can drink of
it. When I give, am I giving to feel good about myself or do I give to simply
give? If I am thirsty, I drink. When a need is there that needs filling, I fill
it, when I am acting without strings attached to my actions. Mindlessly mindful,
the stream flows through my cupped hands and I lift the refreshment in cupped
hands to my mouth without pausing to think of how my thirst will be quenched.
Whether or not it will be quenched doesn’t matter in the moment. Whether or not
I will be any happier with myself as I give doesn’t matter either. Free of
guilt for not giving, as well as feeling righteous for giving, are no longer attachments
that turn charity into a self-aggrandizing egoism. The words of the Carpenter
apply well in this case: “When you do alms, let not thy left hand know what
your right hand does.”(Matthew 6:3)
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